Day: IV.

It seems like i've forget something, i'm not sure if it's a thing or a person i've forgotten. I can brag of my memory. It's in a perfect state. Then...why?

It seems like one of those days when everything is wrong but it's right at the same time; am i being too selfish? Maybe it's not me, but it is. It seems like it.

I can't brag of my frequency. I'm lazy after all. But you know what's strange? I feel like someone it's chasing me, but there's no one behind me...not even my shadow. That's how i know i've forgot something, does it have a shape? does it have a name? I'm not sure. After all, it seems like i can't brag, bragging is not good.

Am i smug? I don't know, and if i don't know, who will? Who's expecting something of me? Am i too pushy? This is useless I'm too tired, can't use my mind as well as i used to do it. I guess i'm just making predictions without any argument.

Why do i keep asking myself? If i don't have an answer, will someone come and help me? It's all right, i've remember...i did remember that i don't have a good memory...and i'm too lazy, also it's not like i'm 'alive' that's for a mortal after all.

It's not like i'm a zombie, even if you say so, or a ghost, maybe a mermaid? well that's also really wrong. Me it's me...it seems, i'm on a cage since 1948; it seems like i haven't been sleeping well or that's my guess; i can't say, but it's ok. I've remember i had a name. shiawase. It can be a kanji or it can be wrote using Hiragana. That's what I am and who i'll be,